Klar, parat, slutspurt!

I dag skal jeg seriøst tage mig sammen! Sådan er der nok mange, der siger til sig selv når det bliver mandag. Er det ikke bare skønt, at vi allesammen er så menneskelige, at vi har noget til fælles?

Men i dag mener jeg det. 23 dage til barsel, og jeg ville ønske det var nu! Jeg er så mentalt fraværende på alle måder. Og har været det længe. Det er tre uger siden jeg har været til timer på studiet. Vi har valgfag, og meget få timer. Den gode tid med klassen er slut, nu er vi spredt for alle vinde, og meget overladt til os selv. Egentligt er det nok sådan mange studerende på uni har det med få undervisningstimer og meget selvstudie. Det er bare ikke lige det, jeg er vant til. Og jeg ville lyve, hvis jeg sagde, at jeg kunne lide det.

De sidste to uger har jeg leget semi-hjemmegående, og fortængt, at jeg har et studie. Den ene uge med sygt barn, hvilket kun gjorde mig endnu mere træt. Jeg har tilladt mig selv at sove længe, og aflevere barn hver dag mellem kl. 9 og 10. Jeg er virkelig gået på barsel i mit hoved, men har lige en eksamensopgave, der skal klares først. Og jeg har svært ved at komme igang. Jeg har så meget lyst til at give op, og bare tage faget næste år i stedet for. Men til den tid er det ikke sikkert det bliver udbudt, og det bliver nu dejligt at få smidt lidt flere ECTS-point ind på kontoen. Man må gå ud fra, at jeg har mere overskud nu end om et år, hvor jeg står med to børn. Livet som studerende er fantastisk praktisk samtidigt med små børn, men eksamensperioderne er forfærdelige! Der forvandler jeg mig til et monster med dårlige nerver, og når jeg har gjort dagens arbejde (eller mangel på samme), har jeg kun lyst til én ting: falde om foran dårligt tv. Eller nej, sove. Og man skal ikke regne med at få lavet meget i weekenden.

Nå, i dag er en ny start! Jeg stod op kl. 6.09, en god start!

Første udfordring: lade være med at gå i seng igen. Men det gjorde jeg. Drak kaffe under dynen, mens jeg læste blogs, tjekkede insta osv. i 45 min. (dvs en time). Så er dagens overspringshandlinger ligesom overstået, og vi kan komme videre.

Anden udfordring: vække sovende barn. Jeg kan bare ikke få mig selv til at vække et sovende barn. Jo, jeg ved godt, at det er noget man skal, når man er rigtig voksen. Men han ser så cute ud. Især når han ligger i child’s pose. Kl. 7.47 måtte jeg alligevel hive ham op. Før dette nåede jeg i bad og vaskede hår, genfødt, næsten. Planen om at aflevere kl. 8 er allerede gået i vasken, jeg er ganske enkelt for doven. Jeg bliver nok aldrig en af de der forældre, der styrter ud af døren om morgenen, men hvorfor skulle jeg også, hvis det ikke er nødvendigt?

Fordi jeg skal lave noget fornuftigt!!!

Jeg vidste, at jeg skulle have været inde på skolen sidste mandag for at snakke om problemformulering, i stedet for at udskyde det til onsdag, for så ville jeg have været ordentligt igang. Men jeg måtte kapitulere, da jeg var så træt, at en fremmed dame stoppede og spurgte om jeg var ok, og gav mig et lift.

Det er fortid nu, og mit liv er jo enormt uinteressant. Nu vil jeg samle alt hvad jeg har tilbage af hjerneceller, og lade som om, jeg er bare en lille smule motiveret for det her.

Klokken er nu 12.57, så jeg har masser af tid til at lave problemformulering, læse teori, aftale interview og udforme interviewguide. Eller ikke.

(der er jo også noget der hedder obligatorisk middagslur)

12. april, kom nu!!!!!!

Må I have en skøn og herlig og (u)produktiv mandag derude!

Og ja, jeg har spist pommes i dag…. med sovs!

 

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